I believe that the highest calling for any christian is to walk in love. We know that God is love and every single choice that He makes is a result of His nature. As believers in Jesus Christ, we have a new nature. We have God’s faith nature inside of us, and we also have His love nature inside of us. Then why are we not always walking exactly the same way as Jesus? I’m glad you asked. I believe that Christ will be able to live through us to the degree, that our own will is submitted to His will. We find His will in His Word, the bible.
I’m praying that you feel close to Jesus in those days, and that nothing and no one is able to distract you from the supreme call for every believer – to love and worship Jesus.